One Simple Memory Page 10

  Trying not to wake him, Jenn quickly slipped her tank and boxers off and tossed them onto the floor. She lazily turned onto her side and began caressing Sean’s naked chest with her hand in slow, soft circles from around his nipples down to his navel and back up. The little hairs on his body rose, and she heard him moan. She bit her lip and stopped. She looked up to see if she woke him. His eyes were still closed and his breathing remained steady. It appeared she had not. She looked down at the bulge and it appeared to be bigger. A grin formed on her face.

  She moved her hand down to his waist and started again. Gently, she eased her finger back and forth across the skin, from hip to hip and up to his navel and back to his waist and repeated. She earned the same response as a few moments ago. She peeked up to check and his eyes were still closed. Feeling a bit braver, she slowly moved her hand under the sheet and began to caress down his inner groin area, very close to his erection, which twitched the closer she got. Her nipples hardened and dampness was felt between her legs. Getting sexually aroused the more she touched him and when his penis twitched, she had to swallow a moan of her own.

  He shifted his head on the pillow to look towards her. “Babe?” He grinned.

  Jenn looked up at him noting that his eyes were open. She gave him a shy smile. “Yes?”

  “What are you doing?”

  Her eyes sparkled with mischief, and she licked her lips. “Exploring.” She stroked his erection up and down once. “Would you like me to stop?” She tipped her head down suddenly shy, but didn’t remove her hand from his massive erection. She loved the feel of it, the skin soft and smooth and his size. She loved the size. She didn’t have anyone else to compare it with really, besides Joey, but he was perfect to her.

  He reached his arm over and tipped her head up to look at him with his finger. “Hey now, no being shy with me. Not now, not ever. Never again, babe. It’s you and me against the world, with or without clothing.” He winked at her.

  His hand moved down to hers, which was still on his erection and wrapped it around hers.

  Jenn took the hint and moved her hand along with his. She watched Sean’s facial expression the whole time. Knowing the pleasure he was receiving was because of her, made her feel ten feet tall. She loved that she was able to do that for him. She glanced down at what their hands were doing and smiled as she looked back up at him. Just as she looked up, she was met with his moist lips gently touching hers and her body began to tingle.

  Sean removed his hand from over hers, moved it, setting it on her hip. He slid it up her hip bone to the outer side of her breast and back down.

  Jenn shivered at his caress.

  He shifted his upper body and turned toward her, pressing his lips tight to her.

  His lips were warm, soft and welcoming. She loved having them on her.

  He licked the seam of her lips, she opened, and he slipped his tongue in. They both groaned. His hand stopped on her hip, and he pulled her close.

  When Sean pulled her closer, she lost her grip on him. She moved her hand up to his chest and moved a leg over his while continuing to kiss him. Taking in all that he was giving. While moving her leg over she grazed his erection, and she felt his groan in her mouth while they kissed.

  She didn’t want to end up in an awkward position so she pulled back from the kiss and began to position her body over his until she was straddling him.

  Sean cupped her ass, assisting in the movement. Lust flew through her.

  He squeezed the cheeks and began to caress her. He ran his finger in the lower dips of her spine down to her upper thighs.

  Jenn shivered to his touch, feeling dampness between her legs as she sat upon him, his erection just barely touching her mound. All she had to do was shift her hips a bit and she would feel him. She would get all of him, a little tingle in her chest came upon her. She had never been in charge when it came to intimacy. She didn’t want to ruin things by going too fast, but with the look on Sean’s face, the size of his cock and everything feeling of lust flowing through her, she wasn’t able to slow down. She placed her hands on his masculine chest and leaned forward just enough to slide her wet pussy along his cock. The feeling of him, hitting her clit sent jolts of pleasure up through her and she moaned. She licked her lips and swallowed. Leaning down and taking Sean’s lips with hers, the pleasure took control of her. She continued to rub herself on him while teasing Sean with her mouth. Her tongue wrestling with his, moaning and groaning were the only sounds present.

  Sucking on her tongue, then her lip, Sean eased back, groaning. “Jenn. If you don’t stop, I am going to fucking blow before I even get inside you.” He growled, kissing her lips, the corner of her mouth then neck.

  “It just feels so damn good, Sean.” She panted.

  He gripped her hips and shifted her. “I know what will feel so much better, babe.” He thrust hard and deep. “Fuck, you feel amazing. Jenn. I never want to leave your warmth.” He thrust again, and again, gaining a steady pace. “This is fucking home. My fucking home. No matter where we are, you are my home, Jenn.” He leaned up and took her lips, slipping his tongue in and teasing hers.

  Jenn gave up the little control she thought she had and let Sean take her on the ride of pure pleasure. Zing after zing of pleasure struck her as he pumped into her hard and long. His kisses took her further into the lustful haze she was in, she could feel her toes curl. She began to move her hips to stay in rhythm with him and ground her clit into his pelvis when they hit. She didn’t know how long she would last. She was in a pleasure overload, and she loved it.

  She released herself from the kiss and leaned up. She continued to raise herself and lower herself down onto him, her hands on his chest to hold her up, her breaths becoming rapid, her heart rate increasing. So much pleasure. She didn’t want it to end, but she was getting that tingly feeling in her stomach and her muscles felt funny. She knew it was coming fast. “I’m close.” She moaned.

  Sean reached up, cupped her breasts and rubbed her nipples. “You can come, babe.” His thrusts became jittery and after two quick hard thrusts he yelled out. “I love you.”

  Her pussy clenched around him and got wetter as she screamed out his name. She collapsed on top of him, breathing heavy. He wrapped his arms around her midsection and kissed her deeply. Rolling onto their sides, he slid his penis out of her, and pulled the blanket up over them. He pulled her to him and wrapped his arms around her as they fell into a peaceful sleep.

  Jenn

  Jenn woke suddenly in a cold sweat, shivering and screamed. The nightmare had invaded her sleep again, but worse. She was able to put a name to the eyes and voice in her dreams. Tears streamed down her cheeks, her breath rapid and mouth dry. The dream was so vivid and clear she couldn’t believe she didn’t realize it when she first noticed him.

  “Babe?” Sean spoke sleepily. “Are you okay? You are shaking. Oh shit, you’re crying. What’s wrong?” Sean turned over and sat up. He wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her closer to him. He ran his fingers through her hair, and waited.

  Jenn tucked her head into Sean’s warm, naked chest and accepted his comfort. She needed a minute to control her thoughts and her breathing. When she was able, she pulled back and looked up at him. “Simon killed my mother.”

  Sean growled, “Are you sure?”

  She nodded as a lonely tear escaped from her eye.

  Sean took a deep breath. “Fuck.” His fists clenched behind her, and he pulled her tight.

  Jenn began to tremble again. Knowing Sean was upset about the situation meant that things were worse than she thought. They were in deep. She was entitled to take a few minutes to freak out. But after that, she needed to help Sean figure a way out of the shit. She wondered if calling her father would help. Not really having thought of him before hand, she supposed better late than never.

  “Sean, what if I called my father?” She mumbled into his chest.

  He eased her back and lifted her chin up to look at her. �
��What was that, Jenn?”

  “I asked, what if I called my father, would that help any?” She tipped her head a bit and scrunched her nose in curiosity.

  Sean leaned back and grabbed the back of his neck. He blew out a long breath. “I’m not sure, Jenn. You could try, but you need to remember, it’s because of your father that you ended up in this mess in the first place.”

  With a look of defeat, she looked down to her lap. “I know, but if he has any information, or if there is anything he could do, it’s worth a shot, right?” She looked up with hope glistening in her eyes. Always the one to never give up hope without trying first, Jenn would try anything before giving up.

  Sean grabbed his phone off the bedside stand and slid his thumb over the screen. It was only four am. He turned back. “It’s still really early. Why don’t we shower, grab a bite to eat and then you can call him if you still feel like it.” He smiled at her, pulled her in for a hug and kissed her forehead.

  “Okay.”

  After a blissful shower, where Sean took Jenn up against the shower wall, then proceeded to wash every inch of her body and she repeated the action for him. They ordered breakfast and sat out on the balcony to watch the sun rise.

  Jenn had never taken the time to actually take in the beauty of the sunrise. What a sight to behold. The colors were beautiful. It reminded her of happier days when she was young and she had Sean by her side, and she was oblivious to all the bullshit going on. She turned to him and just stared. He was everything she remembered and so much more. The boy he used to be, turned into a gorgeous man. She still hurt from his sudden disappearance, but what is a few years of angry drought when you can have a future of flooded happiness.

  He turned to look at her and raised his eyebrows in question. “Babe?”

  Jenn bit her lip and just kept staring at him.

  Sean chuckled. “Jenn, seriously, why are you staring? Do I have something on my face?” He reached up and ran his hand over his mouth.

  Jenn giggled. “No, you have nothing there, silly.”

  “Well, what is it?” He turned in his chair to sit facing her.

  Jenn felt her face getting hot in embarrassment. She looked down in her lap and tried to move away. “Nothing.” She mumbled.

  Sean caught her before she was able to move. He grabbed her hands in his, and looked down at her. “Jennifer Samos, look at me.”

  She hadn’t heard her full name in such a long time, it took her by surprise. She looked up at him. He was gorgeous. His eyes were shining brightly at her, lovingly, eager to hear what she had to say. She didn’t know why she had become shy all of a sudden. There was just something about him that took her breath away.

  Sean pleaded with his eyes and smiled. “Well…”

  She blew out the breath she hadn’t realized she had been holding. “I was staring because you are hot.” She ran her teeth along her bottom lip and began to chew on her inner cheek.

  “You think I’m hot, babe?” Sean grinned.

  “Yes.” She simply replied.

  “You think I’m hot.” He wiggled his eyebrows and grinned.

  Jenn couldn’t help but laugh. “Yes, I think you are fucking hot, okay.” She almost yelled at him while laughing. She was about to stand from her chair when Sean pulled her closer, bringing her to straddle him.

  He looked into her eyes and licked his lips. “I think you’re hot, too.” He smiled, leaning into her and gave her kiss on the lips. “I want you to be able to tell me everything you are thinking, feeling, or even wonder, Jenn. We are in this together.”

  “I know.”

  “My biggest regrets in life are letting my father control me and leaving you.” He kissed her forehead and looked back into her eyes. “These are two things I want to make up for. I am not going to let my father control me anymore, and you are my life now. You were mine when we were kids, but I was stupid then, ruining things. I will do everything in my power to make up for that mistake.”

  “I never knew why you ran from me, you didn’t really explained it to me. You just said it was too dangerous. Why didn’t you just trust me, Sean?” She wanted answers for the past, even a little bit of one would help her move on from it.

  Sean adjusted Jenn in his lap and wrapped his arms around her. “I did trust you, Jenn. I didn’t trust my father. The night I left you…that night I knew you were going to tell me your feelings. I noticed all the little things between us, especially your feelings. I felt them too. But that was the night I let my father’s control go too far.” He swallowed hard. “I killed my first hit that night, right before I met with you. And if my father had that much control over me, I knew it was too dangerous to have you around. I had to break ties with you, no matter how much it hurt us both.” He blew out a breath.

  Tears began to run down her cheeks, and she swallowed the lump forming in her throat. “You killed a man?” She whispered.

  “I did. I’m not proud to say that, and I am not proud to say he wasn’t my last either. But I will say, I am not planning to kill again, unless it is to protect you.” He brought his arms around and wiped the tears from her face with his fingers.

  She nodded her head in understanding. She knew, or at least understood that Sean was not the kind of man to do something for nothing. He was being controlled by his father, the rat bastard that he was. So if his father was that bad, did that mean her father was just as bad?

  “I am not proud of the man I was, Jenn. But I’m not that man anymore. And if you let me, I promise to be the man you deserve.” He tipped her head up and looked into her eyes and gave a small smile.

  She reached her arms up and wrapped them around his neck. She pressed her lips to his and gave him a quick kiss. Leaning back, she smiled. “I understand. I just needed that little bit of closure. I believe you did it to protect me, and I know you will protect me now. But what I need to do now is call my dad and find out what the hell he did that put my life on the line.” She let go of him, wiggled her butt back on his lap and stood up. She reached her hand out to him and he took it, standing up and walked with her into the room.

  Jenn

  Jenn sat on the side of the bed and picked up the hotel phone. Taking a deep breath, she looked at Sean and hoped she was making the right decision. She dialed her father’s number and waited. The phone rang three times before she heard his deep voice.

  “Hello?” James Samos spoke.

  “Daddy.” Jenn spoke softly. Here was the man she had loved and thought was innocent her whole life, but now knew differently. She cleared her throat.

  “Jennifer. Baby girl, is that you?” James’ voice stuttered, it sounded as if he was going to cry.

  Jenn knew that voice, she had heard it once before when her mother had died.

  “Yes, daddy, it’s me.”

  “Where are you, baby girl?” He asked.

  “I’m safe, daddy.”

  “But where?” His voice got louder, sounding concerned.

  “What did you do, daddy?” Jenn wanted answers. She knew her father was probably upset and concerned, but she didn’t really trust him anymore.

  “What do you mean, Jennifer?”

  She could hear the suspicion in his voice. Knowing her father just went from her pet name to her full name, she knew that he knew exactly what she was talking about. She wasn’t his naïve little girl any more. She gripped the phone tightly. “I think you know, dad.” She spit out. “Tell me why there’s a hired hit on me.”

  There was silence on the other end. She knew she struck a nerve; she had him. If he didn’t answer her honestly, she would never speak to him again. She would wipe her hands of him. She would never forgive him for everything that had come to past.

  “Well…I am waiting.” She gritted out.

  She heard him sigh. “I’m sorry baby girl, I fucked up.”

  “You fucked up?” She screeched. “You more than fucked up, daddy. I don’t know exactly what you did or why, but whatever it was I will never forgive you f
or it. I now know that your shit cost mom her life, and now it’s costing me mine.” She growled. “You need to fucking fix this, how could you do this to us? Don’t you love me? Didn’t you love mom?”

  She heard a crash on the other end of the phone. It was as if he was breaking things while talking to her. “Yes, I fucking loved your mother, and I love you, too.” He was breathing heavy. “I made a big mistake back then, and I’ve paid for it ever since. Fuck.” She heard another crash.

  “Well, what the fuck happened now? Why are there men after me? For fuck sakes, dad, did you not learn the first time?” Her body began to shake in anger, her emotions were getting the best of her. The fear, anger, hate, everything was building up while talking to the man she once looked up to, only to find out it was all lies.

  “I was trying to fucking protect you, to protect my business.” His voice seemed defeated. All his anger seemed to be gone, the fight in his voice, vanished. “Connor always tried to ruin things for me, so I tried to ruin him back.” He sighed.

  She looked up at Sean. “So, you are trying to say this is Mr. Green’s fault?”

  Sean cocked his eyebrows and tilted his head.

  “Yes. Jennifer, my business is not all that legal.” He answered. “And neither is Connor’s. I won’t get into details. But to make a long story short, he turned a few of my men against me to go work for him. So, I disrupted one of his shipments and one of his men were killed by accident.” She heard him blow out a breath.

  Jenn brought a hand to her head and closed her eyes to try and stop the tears. “You’re telling me I have some crazy people after me because of your fight with Mr. Green? Over drugs? It is drugs, right?” She opened her eyes and took a breath. She couldn’t believe the petty bullshit coming from him.